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The holidays are coming up.   For many people that means a joyous time of added stress.  What causes stress?  A number of things can do it, but basically it comes down to a difference between our projected image of the world, and the real world.

When we have a vision of how the “perfect” meal should come out we then feel the stress of the difference.  We then feel compelled to make the meal “fit” that image in our mind.  That compulsive feeling appears to be the answer to what will make our stress feel better. When we have an expectation of how someone “should” behave, and they don’t fit that mental image, we create stress.  The answer our distorted belief system proposes to stress is to figure out how to get someone to behave differently.  So we stress some more about coming up with the “right” way to change someone else’s behavior. All the while not paying attention to the other half of the problem,,, our expectations.

The need to control things or other people and make them “perfect” might seem like the solution, but actually it is just another reaction to a previous feeling.

So my suggestion to reducing stress is to first be aware of the need to control and make things “perfect”.  Then shift your attention away from making reality fit a seemingly “fixed” mental image or expectation. Instead, put your attention on that expectation.  Expectations are much easier to change than someone’s behavior, the reality of airline delays or, getting the mashed potatoes just right.  To be flexible give your self more than one option of what would be “okay.”  For practice or fun make it a game and give your self, and the people around you 3 or 4 options.

Stress is a good indicator that you are more attached to the illusion image in your mind than you are being present with the world around you.

Of course it is only easier to change the expectations when you are aware that you have them,,, and that they are not matching up to reality.  Notice that, and you’ll begin to see that you can change the stress you feel by detaching from some of your expectations, and accepting the mashed potatoes just the way they are.

May Blessings to you, family, and friends this season.

Gary van Warmerdam

Hi Gary!

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The action to make changes is a different issue.

Gary

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“What Wrong With Me?”,   is a question I get quite often.

Honestly,,, nothing.  In truth you are fine.   There really is nothing wrong with you.  That’s my perspective with everyone I talk to.  And I talk to a lot of people because I do this professionally.  The next question is:

“But I don’t feel fine. Why do I feel so lousy, (angry, sad, unhappy, jealous, insecure, anxiety, etc)?”

Because the emotions you feel are being created as responses to beliefs you have.  Your beliefs are negative, fearful, anxiety ridden, and your emotions respond accordingly.  Your emotions are responding perfectly to what is going on in your mind.  The problem is that you are having negative and fearful thoughts running through your mind,,, and you are believing in them.  How you feel emotionally is just a natural response to the beliefs you have.  The important thing to understand is that YOU are not the problem.  There is nothing wrong with you, it’s what is going on in your mind that is the problem.  Your mind has thoughts and beliefs that are false and fear based. You are not those thoughts and beliefs.  As a matter of fact,,, you aren’t even the one thinking them.   Your mind is tossing them about your imagination all by itself.

In my approach I make a distinction between YOU, and your mind which is made up of your thoughts and beliefs.  YOU are fine, but your mind is filled with false and fear based beliefs.

Some people will then ask, “But why am I thinking all these negative thoughts.   And this is my point,,, YOU are not the one thinking those negative thoughts.  Your mind is thinking them all on it’s own and taking you for a ride much like a daydream, or even a night time dream.  Sometimes those daydreams turn into very focused horrific scenarios and can seem very real.   Your emotional body can’t tell the difference between reality, and what you believe is reality so it reacts according to those dreams in your mind.

Your physiology and physical body can react as well.  Your adrenalin will kick in when there is a fearful thought, as well as other fight or flight responses.  You then might have the physical responses of those chemicals in your system as well as tightness in your muscles, shifts in your digestion, accelerated heart beat, on top of your emotional responses.  Your specific reaction will depend on how fearful the thought is, how strongly you believe it, and how much awareness you have.

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I have made a free audio podcast, “What is a belief?” and how it affects our mind and emotions that explains this in more detail.
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Are you saying this is all in my head?

No.  Some of your emotions might be from very real life experiences.  Some of our emotions can be from real life events while some emotions are in response to what our mind projects.  Suppose you are in the midst of a divorce.  Your spouse is splitting up with you and now you are only seeing your children half time.

Those things are real and you are going to go through some emotional cycles as things change.  Those are not part of what your mind is projecting and dreaming.  Those are the facts.  But the facts probably aren’t causing you as much unhappiness as the dreamed up scenarios your mind is spinning.  Those might be how you have failed as a father, as a husband, that your life is ruined, that your kids lives are ruined, that they will be broken the rest of their life.  Those are dreams you are having in your mind.  They are imagined projections about how the rest of your life will turn out, or how your children’s lives will turn out.   They are generally fearful, unhappy, and only exist as movies in your imagination; or what I call dreams in your mind.  You might also call them thoughts or beliefs.

The distinction that is important to make here is between the facts, and what your mind projects onto the facts.  Some of your emotions are a response to real life events.  But many of your emotions, are from things you imagine.  To have the clarity to perceive the difference between reality, and projections of the mind is what I call awareness.  Awareness is critical to changing how you feel emotionally.

With awareness you first become aware of the thoughts, beliefs, opinions, and judgments the mind projects all by itself.  Then notice how much of your emotions come from your mental projections.   These are the emotions that are easiest to change.  You will still likely have some emotions stemming from the reality of how your life is changing.  These emotions can and will change too with some more attention and practice.  It is also much easier to change these emotions once you don’t have the added layer of emotions coming from your negative thoughts and fear based beliefs.

What you discover in this process is that YOU don’t have to change.  That’s because you are not the problem.  You are fine.  The problem is with the negative thoughts and false beliefs in your mind causing all those emotional reactions.  When you change the interpretations your mind makes, your emotional state changes.  Then you are back on your way to feeling fine again.  This is why developing awareness is the key to lasting happiness.

Even the question, “What is wrong with me?” is a combination of thoughts and false beliefs.  It is built on the assumed belief that:

a)  There is something wrong with me.

b)   I don’t know what is wrong so that is another problem of not knowing.

c)   I should know what is wrong with me but I don’t so I feel confused because I don’t know something my belief system says I should know.

All of these thoughts have us chasing some phantom idea that there is something wrong with us.  Why don’t we find it,,, because there is nothing wrong with us.  Yes we feel bad, but that is because we are caught up in these assumed beliefs that there is something wrong.   It’s like we got on the wrong line of questioning and it is taking us into a nightmare dream that there are no answers for.   It’s equivalent to spending time trying to answer the question, “What is the smell of piano music?”  It’s a nonsense question and we would be wasting our time trying to answer it.  The same is true for the question, “What is wrong with me?

We are much better served asking questions like:

What do I believe that isn’t true?  Is the thought my mind thinking helpful to making me happy?  What assumptions are behind that thought that make it not true?   How are those false beliefs affecting me emotionally?  What are the steps to changing these beliefs?

Go to the Self Mastery Course for  practical steps to finding and changing your false and fear based beliefs. By using the tools you learn in the course you will develop awareness about what is going on in your mind and have the tools to change it.

A belief begins as a conceptual idea in our mind.  Then our imagination turns it into something like a dream, or virtual reality.  A belief, particularly a false belief, has the capacity to create an illusion in our imagination that seems like reality.  We then react to that illusion emotionally as if it were real.   The emotions we  feel as such as fear, anger, jealousy, or insecurity are real, but the illusion we are reacting to in our mind is not real.

What is a Belief?   (free audio podcast #40 37 min)

Beliefs not only alter how we see the world, but also how we see our selves.  Within a belief we can create a false identity of who we are; an ego identity.   We then falsely believe that this character of our imagination is us.  This is how we end up believing and feeling that we are not good enough, broken, unlovable, or that there is something wrong with us.  In reality there is nothing wrong with us.  At the central core of it all you are fine.  However you may not feel fine because you are having emotional reactions to all the negative thoughts in your head and false beliefs.

The Self Mastery program provides you a process to identify and change your false and fear based beliefs.  The first few sessions are free for you to sample.